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Cant say i dont miss her when i do . Wasted 100 in one day i think so yup . I dont think we got a future now made it clear to her but too be honest i was lying i love her i would tkae hrer back no matter what cuz shes is my little ellen that she is . Umm had a tasty of the light side seeing what i can do getting a job my diploma but now i had a taste of the dark side like i would say got it form ellen she might start smoking yup max does but hell . D now drinks @!!!!!! and welll d with out wanting to * hard to explain smkoe marijuana * sucks do cuz welll i didnt really want too all i know is that i must choose what too doo with my self now . One thing is for shure do what ever decision i take its my own to make umm .,... oh yes ellens grandpa came to me in a dream creepy he said * i promis ei would tkae care of ellen in hes grave * well he said not to give up on her and too wait that she needs my help now as a friend ...... well i am nuts now !!! oh and had a dream the same day were ellen told me that she was dating max when she was dating me thats hwy she didnt tell max we were goin back out sence she was goin out with him .... now you tell me why my own mind torments me ? Too leave her oh well what can i say had a lot of alcohol yup why ? cuz it lets me sleep !! and not have fucken nightmares !! hope some day she sees what i was worth and i know why she left that i would like to know
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